Saturday, May 29, 2010

Balance

I apologize for leaving you all hanging, but I've been struggling to find my missing balance in my life, and my world. Balance has always been fairly important to me, and even when things around me are out of whack, I'm usually a calm in the center of it, having my own personal balance and feel for what's going on.  I've come to realize lately that I'm very out of balance in more ways then one. I'm sure nobody is surprised to hear I'm a Libra.

My intuition and impressions in general aren't what they used to be.  I still get feelings from people, and sometimes loud impressions, but not of the same depth, and not as "on demand" as I used to.  My emotions are off, and I seem to feel...just differently.  I've always been able to swing and feel to either extreme, I can cry at movies, and it doesn't phase my "manliness".  And I laugh out lout, and love to laugh.  I love dramas, sitcoms, comedies, tear jerkers.  I'm not sure how to explain how my feelings are off, but they are.  Physically, I'll sometimes lose my balance for no reason at all as well.  Just standing still in the shower, walking down the hall, or sitting on the bed, I'll suddenly start to fall over.